<|0.00|> I was not lost on you. It was day before yesterday. I apologize. There is no perfection short<|8.72|><|8.72|> of God. But she literally put the battery in that flashlight upside down and there was<|16.82|><|16.82|> no earthly way it was going to work. And you all noticed that it came right on. I could not resist, for she was being smart.

Did she try it again later?

I won't tell. We'll get there. There's not even one erg left in that slide. All the paints were off that battery. Sorry about that, Commander. We have to have a little fun along the way. You have to have your confirmation. I understand it because you get a lot of bad news along the way too. But once we get all the bad news out there, look how easy it's going to be. You're going to stop fighting and start living. Does sound good, doesn't it?

Go on, read. I will be here all night. I promised I wouldn't do that.

Hello. It's digital.

Hello. Yes. Yes. I don't get anything. You mean as in Jan Dominic?

Well, let's just go on yelling until the time comes.

Go on reading.

Rick, we're interrupted.

We may as well just start. At this late date, many of us feel really unprepared for what is about to break upon the world. You know what is going to happen, for you say you wrote the script.

We do not know unless you tell us. Two years in the journals and I feel short of the knowing. Because of periods of great indecision I am still held up at a university until I can sort it all out. I am trying to get my studies done to give me more time with the journals. You must hear a lot of whining and complaining. Right. Well from the one who has to change a lot myself I can testify. A digital operator will ask if you'll accept this. Hello. Yeah. So, yes. Yes. Somebody has to put John something else. It isn't an operator and not what we think it is. It was on your ear. I'll try it differently next time.

Let someone else answer it next time. Go ahead.

EJ has all he can handle with that other machine. Well, from one who has to change a lot myself, I can testify to it as well because the information you give is quite soul stirring and turns our world upside down. I know truth can do that and I always, from childhood, knew there was something greater than me out there. Because I could never touch into my contract, I have been ready to leave the planet. I teethed on science fiction as a teenager but never saw it as fiction. Now you are here.

Are all of you there? Ready to leave the planet?

Works for me.

Where is the kid on television?

I really tire of this mundane school work even though it has taught me a discipline to study. Hello?

Yeah, it's me. I know. Okay. Okay. Bye. Thanks. Well, so keep your secrets. Mountain people be hearing this here. Oh boy.

Mountain people. Just don't get smug. Let her answer it next time too.

You're not going to get off this planet, people.

Not like that. You were off the planet and you came back. There's got to be a transition here. It's gone about as far as it can go you see and this time it is not suitable just to have an Atlantis that goes under the sea. Your civilizations have extended to encircle the globe and there's not room out there for in the illusion to build you a new stage. You're going to have to have a new stage period. And that does not mean that there will be massive disruption yet. But if Satan wants the place, he may well have it. On the other hand, there always has to be the wardens, if you will, in any society. So just copping out and getting off and he's going to get pardoned around for to suggesting that well if he just has a few hours aboard ship, well all of you have many, many hours aboard ship. What makes you think number one you're going to remember? Remember correctly. correctly over and above and beyond that which the elite are putting into the brain patterns for the abductees. So it isn't what you're thinking and there's no magic in coming aboard ship. You might come back with the bends and bubbles in your ears. So there is a reality to be considered and there are no cop-outs to be accepted. You make those trips and those journeys and that kind of learning when you are ready. And it's rarely when you think you are. I want to tell all of you here that first year here, Doris and EJ and Randall and Rick, Al, they were already them. Guess what? It was just send the money, sir. We're all ready. So even the play hasn't changed, has it? But you're ready now, and you weren't. And you're still going to flub some, but you're ready. We can do it now because there is a sequence now that's going to be possible that could not be possible before now. So go on please.

I really tire of this mundane school work even though it has taught me a discipline for study. I could do plenty here if I had the resources to do so. There we are. To date I have acquired a raft of degrees in religious studies which are less in value than the two AAS degrees, 1992, in building technology and architectural drafting, respectively. Last May, 1994, I graduated with a BS degree in vocational teaching and am presently working toward an MAT in secondary education.

And you think he's not going to be valuable? He finally got off the wrong kick and onto something that is worthy and will be utilized. All this because I cannot get a job in the field.

I was a welder for some years and went to school for that as well in 1967.

How about that?

And you think, and he can't get a, it must be the act in the hand of God. Worked in factories until the calling came to go to the desert in February of 1978. I have been here for 16 years waiting for you and quote, the knowing. Well, some people wandered around for 40 years. Thank you for the dream vision that led me to the Liberator two years ago. Out of it all, I have not been able to touch into the knowing. To leave the desert to go back into the world unprotected, unknowing, is foolish. I have done a lot of things by faith, but fighting politicians is a little out of my forte. I suppose I could learn. It is so easy to become corrupt, but experiencing the word face to face, as some have, could keep a man or woman from corruption. I am not getting any younger, and if I do not get started, I fear I could get too old to do anything.

You don't go fight politicians the way he's talking about it. There will be some who will be brave enough and strong enough to get out there and basically There will be some who will be brave enough and strong enough to get out there and basically quote fight the politicians and maybe get your nation back into some kind of stability. But as far as the world is concerned, you aren't going to do it. But there is a need for welders and builders and draftsmen and architects. And they don't have to head up the crew. And it may not be in Tachiby as a for instance, but it will be somewhere because man surviving is going to have to have a place to live in new concepts. You won't have what you need when you're ready to go and build. You will be building on preconceived notions the same way that you continue to try to learn religion and reach God through the schools, the colleges, the seminaries, etc. You don't know what you're looking for and there isn't any way to find that which you are not seeking.

Go on please.

Time is running out for us to do the things you would like us to do. No it's not. He is assuming there's something that I'd like him to do and time's running out. No it isn't. Not for what I'd like him to do.

You say you are the master of gold and silver.

Not that old.

Your people are dying for lack of knowledge and wealth. Well, they're dying, but it ain't for lack of wealth. Many that I have come in contact with would give their lives into an effort to restore the planet. But it sounds by your dissertations that the planet has a mind of its own and survival for us would be a top priority. Without a vision we are going to perish and that is not our pleasure.

Then better get a vision.

Of late I have been having disturbing dreams of being lost and fleeing from the military somewhere. Others are also having dreams of me being overcome by water. Now that we know all the political ramifications through the journals, can you tell us what journal the spiritual application is in? He's asked me that ten times. I sent him Emanuel, the first conversation we had.

Wouldn't it be wonderful if there were one magic one? There are no one magic one.

It's in all of them.

Okay, read. No. What's your reason? Well, number one, he's not read them all. And once again, that partially is because of lack of the wherewithal to afford so many at one time. And therefore, one's always in their searching want the one that gives you the answer and

yet when you get it, you don't understand it if you don't have the background.

So it's just, it's impatience, it's frustration. And the least we can do is listen to it and hear it and understand him. Go on, please. This is more important to us. If we cannot buy back our government by the gun because theirs are bigger.

Shouldn't we prepare ourselves to either dig in or leave the planet?

Dig in.

That means dig in. It must be tiresome for you of our constant elementary questioning. You do say at times that you do not understand why we won't get up and do something. But with the new world order in place and the Antichrist on the rise, getting ready to go at it, what exactly can we do?

This is what this generation has inherited, and you say you wrote the script. Boy, he's laid that one on me twice, hasn't he? Hey, this is a good play. I'm probably going to get an Academy Award. Laughter That's just for script writing. Aren't you lucky? You're going to get it for acting.

That's correctly okay. Perhaps it is our belief system that needs reinforcing. We need to realize that the dark does not comprehend the light and that we are of that light. We don't believe it yet and we prize life even through, even though we don't prize the economic slavery of it today. History on this planet has played out the same old scenarios century after century. I am not saying anything you don't already know, but you did tell us to ask and so we are asking big time. If I actually knew...

I have never objected to all the asking in the world. I just object to all the answering. It's like that airplane. It's the landing that gets you if it's wrong.

If I actually knew in confidence what my contract is, I would be doing it. I feel I am on a detour right now and accomplishing very little. A small contingency is gathering in this area but we are still very scattered because of the failure to recognize our unity. Many leave not having the up-to-date message. One of my dear friends has left for California to center himself in the wilderness place, readying himself for you and the hosts. We have a contact.

Well now, is that through lack of my input, they're receiving, or they're being told the wrong thing in the name of? I never told anybody to go to the wilderness and wait. So they obviously have the wrong guru and if these are the perceptions that are getting scattered around and you're the one scattering them you better really carefully consider what you're saying because that's not right. It's not much fun either is it? Go on please. We have a contact place about 13 miles south of Dunning, New Mexico where we have made contact before. A ship did appear about 50 feet over our heads and was hard to see. He feels something happened to us, but we do not know what. Well, they're already with you guys, aren't they? Where is our ship? Right, where is our ship? In spite of all the political upheaval around us, we look to you to redeem us from the planet. I'm not going to redeem anybody from anything. Now, see, this is the reason that we're doing this out loud. Number one, Ron can take it and see his own humor in it. I am not here for your redemption. Get it clear. If you want redemption, then you get busy and you get it yourself. I will give you information to the best of my ability and I will fill my mission to the best of my ability. That is not redemption and that is not salvation. You are responsible for your own redemption and your own salvation. There is not anybody going to do that for you. And you're only going to be able to do it yourself through knowing. And that requires knowledge. And quit playing around with spacecraft to come and whiz you away. That is not part of the game. And you want a spacecraft to come down and gather you up and have a little lesson or two, when right now a spacecraft coming, a legitimate spacecraft coming into your area is going to be number one, try to be shot down, and if doing its proper job, you will be shot. God and good old Hatton and wisdom and redemption. We were just standing out here waiting to be redeemed and they came and the SWAT team shot us. That one smart God quit playing in You can create whatever it is that you need and want. And at least you're being smart enough not to create that which will end up destroying you. And that is producing saviors out of the wilderness to come and whisk you away. Get with the reality of the program. You must be creators on this place and it's going to take skill and it's going to take ability, it's going to take building knowledge, it's going to take the ability to be able to weld two pieces of material together And once you're quite isolated and you need something welded and you don't have welding

materials and somebody to do it and that is the only way you're going to survive, I probably

will cold weld it too. But I doubt it. I may provide you with a place to keep your assets dry while you learn how to do it. Part of the reason this place is chosen is because everything is here. It doesn't mean that there are other places where everything is present. But just in a very earth manifestation, everything you are going to need is here. And if it requires more and you are isolated, I will make sure that you get it. I don't have any trouble creating. But I don't create for you that which you can create for yourself and grow enough so that you come into the right and proper knowing so that you can create, period. But that takes responsibility, and I assume my responsibility enough not to give in to that sort of kindergarten behavior. Go on please. But that's not the main reason. The main reason is if I did that for them, you wouldn't come back next Sunday. So let's keep important things in mind.

In spite of all the political upheaval around us, we look to you to redeem us from the planet. We need to start learning universal law, as it were, in order to rebuild the planet. When will we go to your schools to learn the right way to do things? At this point, we no longer wish to be renegades of the galaxy. We wish to know of our destinies in order to get close to God. Some of us have been ready for years. One of your past replies to me was, quote, what is keeping you? Well, if I knew, don't you think I would be moving heaven and earth to get to you?

You haven't been ready for years. You don't even think you're ready for years. You don't think you're ready. Or you'd be doing it. That's just the facts. I'm sorry, that is just the facts. You are consciously wanting to get off and thus and so and not finish out the job. So I'm ready. No, you're not. Or you'd be gone. You would have figured the way to create the avenue and you would be gone. You know you're not ready and you know you haven't done your job. It's that simple.

Go on, please.

Isn't it your job to inform us of our ignorances?

No, it isn't.

I know you have been establishing the Word, but we need to know the mechanics of spiritual growth. Can you share this?

I've tried. It's banned. Why can't we go up in the physical as Emanuel did for 40 days? At night, as we leave our bodies, we seldom ever remember what went on. It would help if we did know what went on. Or is it the fact that we must die in our bodies in order to come up? This point has not been made too clear. Well, I'll make it good and clear now. No, it is not necessary. Although it is probably going to be that way for almost everybody. I said almost. It will not be that way for everybody. And there are ways, and Rick is right, they're banned. But we will be able to get around that also. We've had to crawl also, and then barely walk. And nobody's going to give us the information without at least the effort of reading it, studying it. And, well, but you've given me a bunch of stuff I don't understand. Then how do you expect to ever understand it? Someone can hand a child a calculus book.

Boy, I'm wrong about that.

It would be easier to hand the book to a child as soon as he can read. He'd probably understand calculus better than handing it to a college student. On the other hand, you wouldn't do that without any background in mathematics. Or at least, why mathematics works, and you learn the theories, and you learn what pi is, for goodness sakes, before you start trying to do calculations. There are things you have to learn. And number one, you've got to learn what's wrong with what you've got because you're off on the wrong trails. You're looking for the wrong, the right thing in all the wrong places. And unfortunately you learn through error. you won't listen to the right direction until you've experienced some of the wrong ones. Because that doesn't count. You are already there. That is the experience. And that's why there are so many billions and trillions and kajillions of souls running around waiting for the right opportunity to re-experience. You could be experiencing forever out there in ethereal land, in limbo land, accomplishing nothing. That is the point of being here, to accomplish something so that consciously you know you've accomplished it and you don't have to continue this, just copping out to etherics is foolish. Just because you're astrally bound, you know, floating around out there, and I mean in the direction of, I don't mean bound, but just being out there in the astral plane, any level, consciousness you can drift around for eternities just endless, endless drifting. So you think well I'll quit drifting and I will go experience because my soul needs to grow and then the cop out, get on a ship and out of here. No, I won't help you. You'll do it in spite of me, but I won't help you. Go on please. This reads a little funny. Tell us how we can be taken out of here, trained in our fields

when returned? Is it better to prepare people for liftoff or build underground? Build underground by all means. Do we store physical food?

That's what you eat.

Or store and use spiritual food?

Well, your body is going to be hungry. Spiritual is a place of the soul. And then you'll get spirit right fast off on the astral plane. I need to know what I am doing. It seems I have been going to school all my life and my search has always been for the hosts. This letter is long because I have been saving up. Searching for the hosts. Stop it. He needs to search for God and his connection to God. God is perfection. You don't go looking for the host. The host have their own jobs. It pays to recognize the hosts when they come. Because that way you know when you are in contact and making service. But your goal is never to find the hosts. You are looking for God and your relationship and truth. You are asking for help through the spiritual masters, and more of that will be forthcoming as we can get farther away from the bindings of the political world in which you live that bind the physical. That is your experience. The physical requires food, warmth, housing. Get as good at it as you can. And while you're getting good at it in the right direction, you're spiritually growing. And it'll all work out fine. Your goal must never be the horse. We are servants unto God. And we're hard taskmasters for the most part. Oh, we come on, you know, lollygagging and gagging. But we're mean sons of guns. There is only one thing that can get through us, and that's goodness. It's our responsibility to stop the garbage so that it doesn't even make it over there into God's kingdom. You see, the kingdom of God on your earth is headed by the Queen or King of England. And until you understand that, you're not going to get very far. You're not looking for hosts except as helpers. That means that you look for the host ships before you settle for one of those others. You can go for a ride any old day. They'll send a ship over there to show you a ride you won't forget from Area 51. And they'll run needles in your belly. God doesn't have to. And what in the world would they do it for anyway if you're an etheric being? Run around to torture you poor little neglected souls? This is silly. You guys have got to get with the program. You just have to get with it. And as long as you are looking for the holes all your life you are

looking for the wrong thing. Go on please. It seems the more we know, excuse me, it seems the more we learn the less we know. Larry, Barbara, Jeremy and myself continually survey the skies for you and these days feel empty because we are not producing. Do I need another degree or do I need to learn to build according to universal structure? How many of us are up there now doing just that? Why aren't we up there participating?

Why would you be up there? We've got plenty up there. We're down there where you're supposed to be.

We need power in order to bring people and governments around. The radical things that I foresee would get most killed or incarcerated.

How much power do you need? You've got it all. And you need the wisdom to use it wisely so that you don't get incarcerated. Incarcerated? Well, I don't think you want to be incarcerated either.

supernatural power we could even walk through the fire and never fear death of any kind.

As long as you have that attitude Ron and all of you, you'll never make it. Never. Never, never. That is an attitude that has got to go. It has nothing to do with walking through fire.

Go on.

One thing we ought to know is your script for this planet.

No, you won't ever know my script for your planet. You know the script. You helped write it. You know the script. Get off the excuses and get on with remembering it.

Are we going to be sheep for the slaughter? Ignorance will surely get us killed. I have been delivered from so much over the years I am still primitive because I haven't touched into the knowing yet. I have been very patient over the years but I need to know my contract and if I have a contract at all, what is my role?

Okay, I've been patient. What does that mean? I'm now impatient and I'm going to quit whatever. How are you going to get patient? What are the alternatives? So what? You know, it's like either or. And what he's saying is, now by golly, I am, I'm through being patient and I want you to fix it. I want you to tell me my contract. I know my contract. Why don't you know yours? Well because I don't remember and you're supposed to wake me up. Who set on your alarm clock? Why am I not knocking on your door saying, all right, Ron, tell me now what my purpose is because he's told me all of these pages of writing what he thinks my purpose is. Now, is that what all of you want my purpose to be as a host of God? No? You wouldn't have bothered to spend two minutes with me, especially if all I'm about is telling someone way over yonder in another state what his purpose is, if they've got any guts at

all.

Ross will tell you in a minute what your purpose is. You won't understand it. I can tell you what your purpose is and you won't understand it. You'll just say, but I don't have any money and I don't have this and I don't have that and you do. Well maybe your purpose is to become me. But not until you learn. I'm not going to step down until you learn to be better than me. Go on please.

This is where to start. At the contract that will bring me into the knowing. I need to bring all my talents to bear. I need not do the Moses thing because I refuse to go back into religion from whence I came.

Alright, now what if I said your purpose is to go back into religion Ron from whence you

came.

And do the Moses thing.

He just said I'm going to refuse. Or if that's the purpose. We're laughing. I want him to know we're laughing with him because our hearts are bleeding for him. And it's like John Schroefer. He's got to pull away from the focus on self and the things that are wrong. You've got to tell me my contract so I can, as long as you focus on the me and the I, you are not going to get anywhere. What is needed by brothers and mankind human to make a transition? And when you care more about that and in service to God than what you are going to get out of it and your focus. You say, I want it all, but I don't want to give you anything. I don't trust you. You don't manage well. You don't do this well. And now you won't even tell me my contract. And, and how can I tell him you've got to go do the Moses thing? Do you think he will do it. No. See, he's answered all of his own questions and he knows it, but I have said share it with me. And if we didn't love him and care, and I see, and quite frankly, And it's not his spiritual expertise. Spiritual is private.

Nobody can do it for you, and you cannot thrust it off on anybody else. So quit trying.

You're going to have to focus on making it through in the physical plane in the right direction. You are going to make some errors. The biggest errors you are going to make is trying to go out there in violence and do anything. But neither can you sit on your assets and not participate and support ones who are willing to go out there and run that risk. And you have got to stop sitting there feeling sorry for yourself, because I don't have. And you could give me, but you don't. No. You are writing, and in this instance he is writing to a group with less than he's got. So that's

just, go on please. We have a tape management problem, got about three minutes left. Can we manage it?

Okay, I'll get another tape ready. This is probably the most important thing we could do. Time is... What? One of us at a time.

Time is running out, and why waste away in the desert doing little to nothing When I could be learning the correct way ways to do things before the heavenly hosts How many times must we ask for deliverance in order to be a part of the restoration movement upon this planet?

You've got to stop asking for deliverance away from your job You're not going to get deliverance away from your job And when you stop looking for deliverance away from your job, you will have deliverance. It's that simple. It's that simple. You won't want deliverance, you won't be looking for deliverance, you'll be doing your job.

If the prime directive is out, then we can indeed hear our cries for wanting to come up. We do understand that we may have to return, and with that in mind we can fulfill our contracts vigorously. Since my youth I have sung the praises of God and Emmanuel alike. I studied for the ministry but didn't want to join in the hypocrisy. The more I learn, the lonelier it gets, always in the struggle and never accomplishing anything. If you won't take me up for some reason, I could make you a deal, but I know from experience how mortal men fail to live up to their end. Yeah, but I always like the deal. I like to hear the deal. So I won't bother making a deal with you.

I want to hear the deal.

He's very awkward.

I will just ask of you a couple things. You are the master of wealth and the knowing. I need both.

How do we?

I would prefer to help the people and the land rather than to impoverish both. If I am to build, help me with that. If I am to feed the people, allow me to do that. In times past, everything always was a temporary situation, and it was always another move. I need confidence through the knowing in order to go on. Otherwise, I might as well give up the ghost and forget the script altogether. He said it. If I had the confidence to go on, I can't give him confidence. And if he wanted to feed and he wanted to build, he would be out feeding and building. He would not be waiting. He has said it all and until you override that with himself and accept the perfection that you are as a representative and reflection of God, how can I give it to him? I cannot give him confidence. He thinks a little space ride, a little ship parked there for a little bit, and funny little people or big people or vapors or something come floating out, and then be able to remember it will give him confidence. or something come floating out, and then be able to remember it will give him confidence. No. Any time that you have no confidence, it will not be real to you anyway. You will make every excuse for why it was not real. Knowing must come from within.

